today @4pm.

i sat there.

listening.

just listening in silence.

listening to the cold, unfeeling voice.

as the sound grew louder, deafening.

the lashings and cutting remarks.

ears ringing from the mocking.

mocking me.

for being childish.

for being stupid.

for being.

such.

an.

idiot.

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emotions running through me while left alone, listening to the dial tone..