true to ourselves???

what's called being 'true to yourself'?
am puzzled by something..

when am feeling angry, would tend to sulk and be quiet.
but people will ask wat's wrong..
in order to be fair to them (cos they didn't make me angry) would smile and say 'nothing'.

but isn't that being fake?
you're obviously unhappy or sad, but you have to pretend to be happy infront of other people.

but if u still put on a sulking face, isn't that then being unfair to your friends who hasn't done you anything wrong??

so what is the right thing to do, exactly??

hmmm.
these and other intriguing questions..

have already thought about it for quite some time, but haven been able to give myself an answer for that.
am still confused about what it right.
maybe there isn't any right or wrong; just do whatever you want, whatever suits best your mood.

you think?
eh?

aight.
whatever.
shan't think bout it no more.
outta here.

Not Forgotten.

hmmm. shall write in here as promised.
it's 1:16 in the morning, and have absolutely no idea what in the world am still doing online; rather than cuddled up in bed with mogus and pillows.
am mad.

going mad soon, rather.
hmpf.

feel that this is the first time am blogging with more personal stuff here. are these the right words to use? hmmm. -thought-

hmmm. agreed with what cherlyn has just posted on the board. am really too caught up with my stuff and boyfriend, as they will like to think; although other than lindsey, everyone kindly refrained from nagging at me.
heh.

feel guilty. =[
sorry babes. shall not sleep too much and shall do homework earlier so can spend more time with you guys ya..
still love you guys! *muacks*

am feeling really really tired.
shall go find my mogu to cuddle up.
aight.
till then.

p.s. can this post last another 5-7 days, i wonder. hmmm.

Forced

hmm. it's been a while.
quite a long while, actually.

i have absolutely no idea watsoever on wat to say here..
p.s. am forced by circumstances and pple around me nagging that my blog can be sent to the museum so, ya. here goes.

i shan't talk about the new year, the past year, and new year resolutions cos i tink it's a waste of my time.

i wonder why, but somehow, coming online don't interest me as much as it used to.. actually on second thoughts, i kinda find it troublesome to come online..
wonder why is that so..
hmmm.

if lindsey were to read this, she will prolly say,
'aiya, got boyfriend already, dun even have time for me, where got time to come online?!!'
or something like that.

note to lindsey: unlike what you're doing nowadays, i didn't complain as much to you last sem.. lor. :P
still love you la girl, stop being insecure!!! :P
hehe!

hmmm.. wonder if this is long enough to interest people who are reading this blog.. i.e. a certain lindsey li ping chia..
cos am bored, am not a virgin blogger anymore, and am not addicted to blogging, that's why!

aight, till next time.
which is god-knows-when.
:P