e x p l o d e !

i woke up today with a pounding head which threatened to explode any minute. (i wanted to bang against the wall and faint; so as not to feel the constant poundings.)

it still hurts.

my throat hurts when i swallow. (saliva, of course. when i swallow drinks and food it isn't all that painful, though.)

if feels like someone is pinching it, refusing to let it go.

i can still sing and hit the high notes though. (incidentally, i feel that i can sing very well, unlike my sister who croaks and loves to sing. =/ )

weird. (i'm a freak.)

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my (other) sister is going to watch dimsum doillies. (without me, by the way.)

i'm very upset. (and that freak of a headache just would not go away.)

i'm supposed to go to town later.

the thought of going to lively, bustling shopping centres brighten me slightly. (though the thought of crowded streets and shops, full of smelly people, puts me off.)

and the headache is still there. (argh!)

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i wonder if i should include (swear) words into my posts. (it's not very family friendly though.)

always wanted to, cause it's more me. (however, it looks really ugly, written/typed out.)

bleah. (head's still pounding, dammit!)

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i just remembered something.

he saw the previous post. (well, part of it anyway.)

not S, my boyfriend. ("we were both shy sia!")

i quickly moved the cursor to close the window. ("who's that guy?!")

the computer lagged. ("wah! what are you trying to hide from me?!")

damn.

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note to readers: author's head exploded. this is her sister here, who helped her press the 'publish post' button while cleaning up the bits of brain from the laptop.