=]

yay!
finally changed blogskin!

nice anot?!!
=]

hehe.

actually dunno wat to blog about.
which explains this crap.
heh.

anyway, people who read my entries:
please tag every time u come in k!
thanx!

=]
cheers!

p.s. am feeling happy.
hehe! =]

just too bored!

think am too bored.
3rd time blogging today.

am very pissed off by my parents.
adults are a weird bunch.

they wanna move house again.
for like the 7th time in my life.
i hate moving house.

they always say it's for their children's sake.
but in the end, it's always about themselves.
they want this, they want that..
selfish.
=[

refuse to move.
bleah.

Unhappy, Me.

*sigh*
my life is slowing down to a crawl.
every day and every moment is becoming mundane and a drag..

i see no point in doing the things i normally will do.

someone please help me!!!!!!!!!

i need to find the motivation in keeping sane..
literally.

btw, i'm not being suicidal, if anyone happens to think so..
just feeling very unsatisfied with my life as it's becoming dull.
very dull.

am not happy at all.
=[

hate school.

am sick of school.
am sick of the work they give us.

HAIZ..!

pls do not ask me why am blogging abt such stuffs.
have no idea as well.
maybe i just wanna have a new entry,
cos i'm sick of looking at the previous one.

have to hand up stupid e-biz plan outline today but have not done it.
can't really be bothered.
maybe shan't submit.
or just submit crap.

watever.
hate school.

don't understand why some people (i.e. lindsey) loves school so much.
bleah.
absolutely.
hate.
school.

'tis official.!

* am reckless driver. =[
** am curt. (i dun give a shyte)
*** am unfriendly. (rolls eyes till they drop out)
**** am a bad influence. (!@#$%^!@#$%^)

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*reckless driver

as of yesterday, almost the whole of my year 1 class+afew who are not from my year 1 class said that as a driver, am reckless.

........
am NOT reckless. why do people keep saying that?!?!?!?!?!
hmpf.

lindsey said she flew when made turn.
like helloo... from holland till queenstown u didn't wear your seatbelt and u wanna complain...

cherlyn and huishi plainly said was reckless. =[

my best friends.. *sobz*

feel hurt.
am NOT reckless.
i hereby stress that again.
AM NOT!

sidetrack: how to change lane when people do not give way to you:
simply place your vehicle as close as you can to their vehicle, and singaporeans being singaporeans, they'll be scared that their precious car (ranging from afew days old to about 15 years)will get scratched, and they'll actually let u pass.

note: please be reminded of not actually touching their car before u practice this stunt.

p.s. at your own risk. am not liable for any damages caused.

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**curt

LINDSEY said am curt.

am actually rolling my eyes till my eyeballs hurt.

and am not going to write about this anymore cos am not giving a shyte about this topic.

so be it.

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***unfriendly

NB: am quite pissed about this topic, so pardon me for my behaviour/language.

certain people have no sense of shame.
expecting me to be friendly to them.

like hello
who the hell are you???

i don't even know you people, therefore am not obliged to smile, say hello AND make small talk to you people.
ain't not my style.

so whatever.
think watever you want.

YA AM UNFRIENDLY.
didn't remember asking for your opinions.
-bleah-

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****bad influence

note: linked to the above-mentioned TWO topic.

LINDSEY said am bad influence to her. said she's becoming curt due to my influence.

am actually rolling my eyes now till they had almost, almost dropped out.

kept bringing it up th whole of yesterday of how i was a bad influence to her (pure) character.

-literally drops out. eyeballs, that is.-

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ok.
conclusions:

TO LINDSEY:
ok lor.
dun 'chan zhu wo' ah.
since am bad driver, curt, a bad influence and unfriendly (can't remember did u say that anot).
hmpf.

To whoever-it-may concern:
bugger-off.
what am doing is none of your business.
how i behave as well.
cos i don't know you guys.
or maybe i just don't want to acknowledge the fact you people exist, ok?

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people who are reading this, please be reminded that any above-mentioned of such events actually happening from me to you and vice-versa are of pure coincidence.

but if you are actually guilty of saying such stuffs, (note: LINDSEY)
then.. whatever. you can take it watever way you like.

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case rest.
am not gonna use this blog to explain behaviour.
just my thoughts.

true to ourselves???

what's called being 'true to yourself'?
am puzzled by something..

when am feeling angry, would tend to sulk and be quiet.
but people will ask wat's wrong..
in order to be fair to them (cos they didn't make me angry) would smile and say 'nothing'.

but isn't that being fake?
you're obviously unhappy or sad, but you have to pretend to be happy infront of other people.

but if u still put on a sulking face, isn't that then being unfair to your friends who hasn't done you anything wrong??

so what is the right thing to do, exactly??

hmmm.
these and other intriguing questions..

have already thought about it for quite some time, but haven been able to give myself an answer for that.
am still confused about what it right.
maybe there isn't any right or wrong; just do whatever you want, whatever suits best your mood.

you think?
eh?

aight.
whatever.
shan't think bout it no more.
outta here.

Not Forgotten.

hmmm. shall write in here as promised.
it's 1:16 in the morning, and have absolutely no idea what in the world am still doing online; rather than cuddled up in bed with mogus and pillows.
am mad.

going mad soon, rather.
hmpf.

feel that this is the first time am blogging with more personal stuff here. are these the right words to use? hmmm. -thought-

hmmm. agreed with what cherlyn has just posted on the board. am really too caught up with my stuff and boyfriend, as they will like to think; although other than lindsey, everyone kindly refrained from nagging at me.
heh.

feel guilty. =[
sorry babes. shall not sleep too much and shall do homework earlier so can spend more time with you guys ya..
still love you guys! *muacks*

am feeling really really tired.
shall go find my mogu to cuddle up.
aight.
till then.

p.s. can this post last another 5-7 days, i wonder. hmmm.

Forced

hmm. it's been a while.
quite a long while, actually.

i have absolutely no idea watsoever on wat to say here..
p.s. am forced by circumstances and pple around me nagging that my blog can be sent to the museum so, ya. here goes.

i shan't talk about the new year, the past year, and new year resolutions cos i tink it's a waste of my time.

i wonder why, but somehow, coming online don't interest me as much as it used to.. actually on second thoughts, i kinda find it troublesome to come online..
wonder why is that so..
hmmm.

if lindsey were to read this, she will prolly say,
'aiya, got boyfriend already, dun even have time for me, where got time to come online?!!'
or something like that.

note to lindsey: unlike what you're doing nowadays, i didn't complain as much to you last sem.. lor. :P
still love you la girl, stop being insecure!!! :P
hehe!

hmmm.. wonder if this is long enough to interest people who are reading this blog.. i.e. a certain lindsey li ping chia..
cos am bored, am not a virgin blogger anymore, and am not addicted to blogging, that's why!

aight, till next time.
which is god-knows-when.
:P