t r a i n ! ! !

i can never phantom why there is only one single pharmacist working in pharmacies.

can't they bloody train their staff?!!

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i just came back from holland village.

the reason for my going there is to purchase some medicine at the guardian.

from the pharmacist.

i came back empty handed.

but full of irritation.

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the pharmacist was 'out and would be back at seven.' so why don't i 'wait for a while more when the pharmacist returns?'

because i hate to waste my bloody coupon, that's why!

and of course, 'only pharmacists are allowed to prescribe the medicine to you.'

yes i'm sure.

(rolls eyes till they drop out!)

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when the pharmacist is there, all i have to do is ask the same question as i did pose to the staff there.

she does not say anything.

they merely hand me the medicine i want.

she can be frankenstein's bride for all i care.

i just want my bloody medicine!

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this is not the first time.

i remember once when i was dying of a running nose.

only clarinase works for me as i think am immune to panadol due to long-term abuse of the drug.

anyway, it so happens to be a prescribed drug and the bloody pharmacist was out.

as usual.

i had to sneeze and literally die just to wait for the said pharmacist to come back.

all she did was to hand me the medicine that i wanted.

@!#!$%!^&*!@!#$%!^&!

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this time i wanted to purchase medicine for my (impending) rash.

now.

i have to take this prescribed medicine very regularly because am very prone to getting horrible looking, swollen, rashes all over my body.

and not mention very itchy rashes.

very itchy rashes.

so, if i happened to have this horrible rashes; and as bad luck would have it, the medicine ran out.

would i have to wait at the counter while looking like a frankenstein's bride for the pharmacist to come back to prescribe the medicine to me??

what if it was a more serious case???

does the person still have to wait for the pharmacist to come back??!

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argh!

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r a m b l i n g s .

haven't been online for a long time now.

that's the reason why this blog can be sent to the museum soon.

seriously dunno wad to blog about.

wonder who reads my blog.

will you guys leave your names?

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what is the most important thing in life?

often wonder to myself.

is it money?

is it love?

is it family?

is it friends?

or is it a career? what is the most important thing in your lives?

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dunno if it sounds materialistic, but i have expensive taste, and much money is needed to, err, support the unique things that i would like to have.

but then again, who doesn't like pretty things and have the money to be able to buy them, right?

(argh. dunno wad am talking abt.)

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having a whirlwind of thoughts in my head now.

just rambling away here.

think am a little crazy nowadays.

bleah.

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wonder if i should close this blog.

hmmm.

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l o v e ?

marriage, cohabitation, promiscuities?

which are the choices people are making nowadays?

and what choice will you make?

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the less desirable ones first.

really can't decide which i deplore more; cohabitation or promiscuities.

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promiscuities.

need we say more?

good social life, different sexual partners, freedom and unrestricted life.

but.

emotionally lonely and empty (maybe).

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cohabitation?

some might think cohabitation is good because it gives a good feel of what marriage life is about.

suppose it depends and varies for individuals.

it's nothing taxing on the guy and he doesn't lose out much; but what about the woman?

if the 'pre-marriage plan' (as some like to call it) doesn't work out, then what?

still feel that it's definitely not exactly the same if married.

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marriage.

hmmm.

would have to say marriage is probably to tie two people down; to give each other assurance that they have responsibility for each other and their future life together.

most sane people won't give birth to, like, five kids, for a man whom she is not married to.

he does not have responsibility to look after her and the kids.

if he finds another who is more attractive, then what will happen to the woman?

therefore, am being very practical and down-to-earth, and somewhat cruel (to my own world of fantasies and sugar-coated marshmallows); to say that the marriage certificate is indeed for the sake of assurance.

(not to forget also to threaten the man with legal lawsuit should the marriage fail).

well, suppose that all truth hurts.

(it's true! my world of fantasies filled with rainbows and cotton candy floss is now trying to erase that piece of hard news by painting it over with chocolate paint.. mmm..yummy..!)

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so i can always say (and think) that marriage is about faith and growing old together.

oh, and there's always the good old thing that everyone needs.

love.

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H a p p i l y E v e r A f t e r ?

been egged to blog more.

suppose so, else blog would be sent to museum soon.

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why are relationships so complex and difficult to understand?

thought that every (stable) relationship should be full of love, and will end up with a happily ever after..

did fairytales lie when they told about endless happily-ever-afters?

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is it so hard to find someone you love, and have that person love you back?

is it that in every relationship, things will change and will not be like what they were in the past?

why is it that a relationship will get stagnant after some time, or have only one party maintaining the relationship?

when two very good friends get together and then break up, why is it that sometimes they don't remain friends anymore?

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well, these things aren't happening to me, obviously.

just some thoughts that ran through my mind.

but it's really true that relationships get stagnant after awhile, don't they?

used to think that couple life was boring because there's not much to do in singapore but eat, watch movies, and eat (sommemore).

but then again, suppose that it takes effort to inject life and spice up the relationship.

like going on short trips, going to pulau ubin to cycle, go swimming together, or just hanging out under the canopy of stars.

hmmmm.

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what should we really be looking out for in a partner at our age?

looks, age difference, maturity level, financial standings, a forseeable future together?

really don't know.

and, does it really matter?

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never thought of relationships as that complicating.

always thought it was a simple case of two people loving each other.

of course, the happily ever after never hurts.

;]

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