y u c k s !

hmmm. i just read the newpaper my uncle passed me. as well as watched the 9pm show. one conclusion: guys are very bastard-y!! ------------------------------------------------------------ why do i say so? for those who have not read the newpaper, there is this husband who abused his wife by not only kicking and hitting her, but also using a sharp needle to tattoo vulgarities on her body and face. and, yes. i did say face. when i read it i was like !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@@#$%^!!!!!!!!!!! how is she going to face the world?!!!! (she has to wear a mask everytime she goes out.) it's just sickening. personally, i feel that guys like him should ought to just die and stop being the bane of the world. what a scum. ------------------------------------------------------------ wah, damn buay tahan man. after reading the post i had to watch the show where he jian yi si qian and wants to dump his current girlfriend. of course, bring the arse he is, he just can't seem to break up with his current girlfriend, and, whoopie, decides to just as well two-time her. but that's not all. she had a miscarriage and landed herself in hospital, yet he had the audacity to say that he is very tired and wants to go home; after a mere 5 minutes in her ward. WAH!!! can't stand such men. ugh! ------------------------------------------------------------ why? why are guys like that?? can someone tell me???? ------------------------------------------------------------

s i g n u p !

i have ran out of things to blog about. because my life is now so, damn, dull. and i don't have a colourful sex life like min. hell, i don't even have a sex life. therefore i have to resort to blog about my not having anything to blog about. hah! ------------------------------------------------------------ min told me to blog happy posts. so here goes. yay! whoopie!! wooohoooo!!! but what on earth am i cheering for, i really don't know. hmmmm. maybe it's because we are going to have a wonderful IR. *rolls eyes* ------------------------------------------------------------ top 5 things i wanna do right now: (pai ming bu fen xian hou!) 1. swim and tan. 2. shopping!! (paid for by someone else, duh!) 3. go ktv! 4. play mahjong! 5. go on holidaySSS!! who wants to accompany me (and pay for me) ???? please sign up asap!! ------------------------------------------------------------

c u t t i n g . w o r d s .

" i don't love you anymore, Mum! " the ignorant little girl tells her mum in a fit of pique, and storms off. her mother can only stare dumbly, at a loss for words, as she watches her daughter leave. tears. ------------------------------------------------------------ " i have never loved you! " she tells him. he recoils in shock and horror, as if struck by a poisonous snake. eyes widened. just like a slap across the face. ------------------------------------------------------------ " amongst all, you're the one i dislike the most! " he shouts at his little girl. she is too young to recognise why her heart, at that moment, felt like someone had stabbed at it repeatedly with a knife. she didn't understand why her dad had said that. confused. and hurt. definitely hurt. ------------------------------------------------------------

g r o s s ! !

argh. i'm super bored. somehow i kinda hate this hols. gross. ------------------------------------------------------------ my grades suck. so embarrassing. so damn bloody many Bs. and no AD. gross. ------------------------------------------------------------ going to go hong kong soon. somehow being thrilled about going there is one thing. sponsorship for the trip is another. dun even know if i'm getting and cash for helping my mum out. haiz. gross. ------------------------------------------------------------ and i'm peeling quite badly on my FACE after merely 2 consecutive days of swimming. (am traumatized. how to 'jian ren?!!?!!') and the skin on my back hurts as well. hope it doesn't peel, like my FACE. super duper gross.!!! ------------------------------------------------------------

h a b i t ?

in the pre-'we' stage. flowers, presents, sms-es, late night calls. that's what she receives from him. that's to catch her attention and to let her know how much he likes her. to make her fall for him. ------------------------------------------------------ in the initial 'we' stage. more sms-es, as well as hours-long late night calls. the i miss yous and the let's meet up (again). to let her know that he really loves her. and also to make her fall even deeper for him. ------------------------------------------------------ in the later part of the 'we' stage. more sms-es, as well as more (missed) calls. the i miss yous and the let's meet ups. from her this time round. he will generally take her for granted, as she does more and more things for the person she loves. as days passed, 'we' have become a habit. ------------------------------------------------------

b u g g e d !

i've been bugged to blog. alot. well, i must admit i do not know what to blog about. and recently i hate to look at the papers. reports on the opening of a casino in singapore are aplenty. but all i see is bloody propaganda bullshit. so annoyed. argh! ------------------------------------------------------ enough of the casino BS. i found out that blogger has finally responded to many many many complaints from their users. i saw a link which says "recover post" when i wanted to create a new post just now. like, finally. god knows how many posts i have lost and have to waste time re-typing just because their site is merely super-duper-duper inefficient. i once lost a 7000 word post and had to retype it. just thinking about it makes me angry. bleah. ------------------------------------------------------ anyway, my life is not that perfect after the exams. life's such a big contradiction. i couldn't wait for the exams to end, but now i just hate the holidays. simply because i have nothing better to do. i hate my life. well, for now anyway. but i suppose it will turn out to be good once somebody offers to pay for my exploring the grounds outside of singapore. any kind sponsors? =] ------------------------------------------------------ p.s. i'll be really grateful and i'll blog more often! Promise!!

s w i n g !

when i dictionary.com for swingers: Slang. a. A person who actively seeks excitement and moves with the latest trends. b. A person who engages freely in promiscuous sex. c. A member of a couple, especially a married couple, who exchanges sexual partners. ------------------------------------------------------ in weekend today, a "Swing Singapore?" article written by Rahul Venkit greeted me a very good morning and while i was eating my breakfast and reading the article, my eyebrows raised more than just a few times. "Behind the closed doors of the rising number of swingers' clubs in Singapore lies a brow-raising tale of sexual promiscuity, replete with partner swapping, group sex and kinky fantasies." wahhhhhhhhhh. i must admit i never knew. ignorant, yes. naive? definitely. so sue me. ------------------------------------------------------ this article actually reminded me of another article i read in a women's magazine once. it was about some orgy parties she attended and was quite hooked onto it. hmmmmmmmmm. ------------------------------------------------------ well, i suppose the rising of such parties actually also contribute to the rising numbers of AIDS patients, don't they? it's not only through the homosexuals that people get the disease, which the top people tried to incline us to think that way. i thought the government should already know that by now. ( well i suppose it's all propaganda, eh? ) ------------------------------------------------------ well, back to the swingers' parties. they are very well-organised, i must say. they have rules, interviews, as well as zones in the parties. hmmm.. zones. sounds like NP during the sars period, only that in the parties, they have "clothes optional" and "clothes disallowed" zones. clothes disallowed siboh!!!! haha! so rolls eyes!!! ------------------------------------------------------ the parties are, however, not illegal. the practices are merely scandalous. riiiigggghhhhht. definitely scandalous. ------------------------------------------------------ "according to sources, couples and single girls also receive unsolicited invitations to join swingers' parties based on recommendations from current members." oookay. not like i'm dying to go to one anytime soon. so. swingers' parties, anyone? ;) ------------------------------------------------------

b a d .

today a 15 year-old beat-up red-coloured nissan went mad. or rather, the driver went mad. he obviously thought his rotting-tomato-coloured nissan was a subaru or WRX. he was behind me in the extreme right lane, and just as i signalled and was about to change to the middle lane, he suddenly decided to speed up, change lane (without signalling, of course) and made me swerve sharply back to my lane. (!#%$&*#*) and he had the nerve to turn back and stare at me. (!#%&*&#$%&*&^!#$%&*^#%$^&!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) -------------------- when we were in orchard and just made a right turn out, this ang moh driver in his silver car suddenly honked at us, turn back to glare at us and sped off. like, what the hell! we turned into our own lane, dammit! i can't stand bad drivers with bad attitudes. but what i can't stand most are bad drivers with bad attitudes and are ang mohs. don't get me wrong, it's not that i have something against all ang mohs. it's just some of them. -------------------- i think our country could well do without these bad lot. did i tell you about the time when we were in holland village waiting for a lot (and it's damn hard to get a small puny lot there) and this ang moh came with his (cheap red weekend-carplate car) and just conveniently parked his car into the lot; ignoring no less than 3 cars who signalled to indicate that they are waiting for the lot, as well as our middle fingers pointed at him. that cheapo. there was this other time in cold storage as well (this time not involving any vehicles) when this ang moh woman pushed her cart which consisted of about 15 items into the "6 items or less" counter. yes, out of the 15 items she had, 10 were of the same kind, and 5 others were different. but hello! can you freaking read?!!!!!!! it says 6 items, not 6 types!!!! -------------------- but of course, not all ang mohs are like that. i like the funny ones. without bad attitudes as well as bad driving skills, of course. ;] --------------------

l o v e ? p r e g g e r s !

"..after taking eight weeks of maternity leave, Mdm Swee returned to work at a freign re-insurance company, her workplace of three years. But her boss told her to leave the company. when she protested that the termination was 'very unfair' and undermined the Government's pro-baby policy, her boss replied: 'This is your Singapore Government. I am French.' " i say, bloody hell. if you're oh-so-too-freaking-good-for-singapore-and-all-singaporeans-suck-french, then why don't you guys just pack your bags, and get your sorry asses out of our oh-so-lousy-singapore? of course, i would rather like to spout a string of obscenities, but i would like to keep this blog nice and friendly, therefore i would just say this: (just use your imagination aight?) %^&*(@#$%^&*!@#@#!#*&!@$">!^&*(@#^&*!@#@#!#*&!@#^ -------------------- well of course it's not only the multi-national companies who have such practices, but it's really, really unfair. especially with the government's many policies to boost our not-so-good fertility rate. another excerpt: "..two weeks after she told the management of her pregnancy, her boss emailed her to 'resign and leave the company immediately.' ....Mdm Teoh's employer, a Singaporean, said she had been making a lot of typos, and (her) job performance was not up to par." and get this: only 2 months before he emailed her to resign, she was promoted and given a dividend sharing offer based on the company's performance. and he didn't even tell her straight in the face to resign. that arse emailed her!! emailed!!! so i suppose that company simply likes to promote employees who are sub-standard, aye? sheesh!! super rolls eyes until they drop out kind. -------------------- who would be encouraged to start the B-plan when such things often occur? can the government really help these people? "The Ministry of Manpower said anyone who thinks he or she has been terminated unfairly can appeal directly or theough the union (if they are union members) to the Minister for Manpower for reinstatement within two months from the date of dismissal." ya, appeal they will. but what is the point? they might be reinstated, but so what? their companies will no longer treat them like before. they will try means and ways to make them feel uncomfortable, and the employee herself would also not be as enthusiastic and hardworking in her job, as compared to before. in the end, they will just end up leaving the company; probably this time round it's because she is thoroughly disappointed and disgusted with the company. -------------------- in short, companies are just saying that preggers should not "expect to find another job until you have given birth. No one will employ a pregnant woman." wow. such encouraging words. i'm sure that is very encouraging to all couples out there planning to have babies. simply lovely to the ears. -------------------- note: at this point, author's eyes had already dropped out from all that rolling, due to the front-page article from today's TODAY, written by Jasmine Yin. she has now gone off to search for her eyeballs which have rolled off, probably to the kitchen. have a nice day, and please leave comments. =] --------------------

n o w w h a t ?

exams are finally over. but now what? i spend my days at home in fear of spending (more) money when i go out. so i stay in to watch TV, sleep, surf the net, read newspapers, read Harry Potter for the 1001th time, (to all fans: 6th book is coming out soon!!! yay!) trying to fully-untilise my iPod, and playing neopets. yes, this is how bored i am. i'm actually logging into my long-ago account to play the games inside. someone please help me..!!! ------------------------------------------------------ i searched amongst the many chinese papers on the table for the english one today. the Pope died yesterday. well, ok. so it was already in the papers yesterday, but it was in chinese. my sister was pointed to the headlines of the chinese paper she wsas holding; and our conversation was (somewhat) like this: "shi(1) shi(4) means died right??" "ya." "wah! he die already ah!! really meh!!" "ya. it says bing(4) shi(4). that means died le." my condolences. but he was going to die already, so why be so surprised? (not like my sister is a devout catholic) it's actually better that he died and joined the Father in heaven, instead of having to suffer rite? note: i am not trying to be rude, but am only thinking that it's better now that he doesn't have to suffer. ------------------------------------------------------ okie, another piece of news. Ms Singapore Universe 2005 is out. Cheryl Tay. erm... i would say she looks really nice in the swimsuit. good body. pity about the face though. (whoa, all the guys will shoot me when they see this!) but she's alright nia... not THAT pretty ley. but i suppose they are not really looking for a woman with a very pretty face. (MediaCorp has loads of them, take your pick; then there'll be no need for a beauty pageant.) they would settle for someone whose looks are just average (it's a bonus if she's drop-dead gorgeous) but more importantly, she has to be smart and have a good body to speak of. which accounts for why swimsuit and interview segments are important. remember a potential winner who did not speak as well during the interview segment? racial harmony day siboh! and to think lindsey said i'm 'bombotic'. hah! ------------------------------------------------------ alrighty. Be Cool's at 3:40. gotta go get ready now. shucks! i'm supposed to save money, dammit! ------------------------------------------------------

b o r i n g ?

i wanted to blog. i had wanted to blog about the government's propaganda, as well as expats in singapore, but somehow i can't find certain supporting materials that i had wanted to. which explains for this crap i'm typing now. open the newspaper and i see nothing but casinos, earthquakes and sly (rolls eyes). boring. maybe my life is getting too boring, therefore there is nothing for me to blog about anymore. which also accounts for some people saying that my blog's getting boring. gasp! i'm getting boring!!!! HELLLLPPPPPPPPP..!!!!!!