saddening

people do change, don't they? it's sometimes quite sad to know that certain changes happen to people in a fairly short while... :(

but when i have this feeling that someone has changed, i will ask myself if I am the one that has changed and thus this feeling. this time, i am very sure that it is not me who has changed.

someone who used to be important and close, someone who shares thoughts and feelings.. someone whom i could rely on, someone who thought i was important too.

i forgot when it started... forgot when my thoughts, feelings, comments, and opinions did not matter anymore...

i feel... alone, somewhat. it's a sense of emptiness. a saddening feeling. i feel like someone who used to be able to hold a big crystal ball in her hands, but the ball broke; leaving me to hold on to whatever that's left...

there is more than one wall between us.. such an arduous task, even for the both of us.

such a sad thing to have happened........................ :(